

The Ledge of Light posted Oct 31 2009 by mariah Enos

This is just a blog of gratitude, a day in life.
I feel like I just ran a marathon…my Spirit did anyway!!
While here I was tuning my guitar, wires still uncut, deep in thought and my phone rang from New York, it was the psychic offering a free reading tonight.
She gave me so many reasons to be thankful for right now.
I'm wearing a crystal on my neck
And a Michael Jackson shirt
I'm blessed to know such amazing spirits in this life
And when feeling like the road is dark
We just have to make the psychic space for it to come through.
Tonight I was in the right place at the right time, because all day I had been slightly inviting it.
At work I'm afraid I've been outnumbered and soon will have to quit before they quit me in 6 weeks.
My cheeks are warm…
I found my love and knew it
But things got in the way, along the way…
I Hope you can hear my spirit today
Today, yes, I woke up today.
Through my throat travels my true voice,
It is crystal clear.
This high will be coming down, I wish it weren’t so.
(yes I was thinking of you,
And how we always seem to be on the same boat, even cruise)
Ha ha.
I wonder if you too feel this light feeling.
Read carefully:
We are spirit…the mind is our only stagnation from true realizations.
Your spirit grows through moving and what appears as thought sure.
But your spirit knew all along while the mind lagged.
Trust me.
We have a most loving God, 24/7/365days a year of every minute and second. You choose what you see, feel, and reach to. So reach for the stars!
My true calling is being dusted like a dusty crystal.
The piano plays background, ah sentimentality.
And Love…. Love…
Yes I was cursed for a bit…I tend to not follow those into Wicca, spells etc at ALL. I don’t think and never have felt tampering with those things serves our great Father. I guess I know better. Someone put that evil eye on me, and things never came out quite right…follow?
Are you still reading me?
Well I will read you; it’s what I love to do, back to that dusty purpose…
In the haze of it all…I have a phrase for you
The Gift of the Blessing.
Greg Braden, Author of “the Divine Matrix,” has a audio, I finally listened to it on the way home on a road trip, it left me smiling and blessing all around me, yes even the tree life.
I know…I never met anyone like me either…but you—you are so magnificent have a look inside…
Julia Butterfly hill who sat atop the Luna Legacy…Here is an excerpt from wikipedia:
Julia Butterfly Hill (born February 18, 1974) is an American activist and environmentalist. Hill is best known for living in a 180-foot (55 m)-tall, roughly 1500-year-old California Redwood tree (age based on first-hand ring count of a slightly smaller neighboring ancient redwood that had been cut down) for 738 days between December 10, 1997 to December 18, 1999. Hill lived in the tree, affectionately known as "Luna," to prevent loggers of the Pacific Lumber Company from cutting it down. She is the author of the book The Legacy of Luna and co-author of One Makes the Difference.
When I met her on college campus I told her “you are a beautiful person,”
And she said to me “we are mirror images of each other.” I let that soak in for a while and had mixed emotions. My feeling on it now is that she couldn’t have said anything better. She left an open space response that would grow like a seed to something beautiful, just like Tree she lived in, Luna.
(Wealth) Tip #1 for the day—
Sometime you have to be willing to give the gift of the blessing in order to easily get the cash. Let me rephrase…
You may never know I have something equally valuable to share with you if you just want my money. Open up, that’s what business is…don’t jump the gun…Help people and you will get that cash carrot...that’s what I see.
Intend for answers and they come.
Use your Imagination like no tomorrow, it is thee tool to manifest dreams.
Practice makes perfect. STEP OUT OF THINKING. Good bad and ugly…no…you will not lose your self and if you do so what….
Adyashanti, a Satsang teacher of truth, would say something like you don’t need the self…you are pure awareness. I could talk about this all day…along with other spiritual teachers that have guided so many others and me.
I’ve come to understand just me being the breath is sometimes more authentic than any blabber…when your aligned with spirit happy chatter might even become effortless—better believe it.
Tonight regardless of money, we both gained and feel exhilarated.
Tip #2
This is a Feeling Universe. How is your vibration right now? Adjust it because if you are feeling sad/bad whatever you are Mis-Creating!!!
I feel protective of the sacred. I feel strong, as the feminine soul should be.
The wind hasn’t carried me away yet; perhaps love will be the wind beneath my feet.
I just told a beautiful man John Castagnini that I finally found my eyes and voice tonight. Unlike so many other times where I found it and lost it…this time it feels like its going to actually have a ripple effect, even if its just small at first.
Spirit says first to me…Great you made a video with your joy and spirit intact…Why not offer, “The Gift of the Blessing” CD Audio or Link next to your video…A few people at least will learn from it like you have. Share, Share they say.
That is exactly what Helena did for me tonight.
I went to www.Liveperson.com for spiritual advice like I always do, but get this, I have had a restricted account for a few weeks due to the fact that I tried contacting my live person client outside of live person I was helping a woman from India with a relationship and she wanted to send a photo so I could give more insight.
She gave me the gift of the blessing. Now it is my turn and perhaps yours.
I'll leave with this:
In this hand you hold all your power you might not see yourself as others do, could it be your more beautiful than you give credit where credit is due?